shopping spree

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

mood: suicidal thots.
listening to: hate me by blue october

GOLDFISH EYES.TEARS DWELL UP LIKE FOUNTAIN.

As i stand at the peak of the sharp glass, it shattered like broken pieces.
and so i fall into the hole, the hole that collected the tears.
i drown while everyone watch with the smallest smile at the end of their faces.
that evil smile and that hurtful sentence buried in me as i sank down.
be delighted now, my friend.

things will get better they say, but they secretly whisper to themselves "it wont".

end my shopping here
;8:34 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Mood: Dancing like a 4 year old. ;)
Listening to: Can you read my mind by The Killers.
"teenage queen with a loaded gun, can you read my mind?"

it's been awhile, and im sorry zagg for not updating much which im suppose to..
well lotsa things has happened during the holis.the good, the bad and the ugly.you name it, it has happened.
yes yes... went ice skating which i adore and enjoy much wif zag n azfar.pretty awesome day i must admit.
n i went to the levis copper fashion show at taka( e white big tent) wif zagg dear, which was increadibly funtastic.
we've never failed to have a great time together huh......... ;)
zaggy has been a workaholic so have i. ok, crap i work only like 4 days a week for the past weeks.
unlike zaggy, she's pretty hardworking...working all week! haha...
i've been balancing most of the time and honestly, its tiring.
tired,tired,tired!*screams!*
ate at the crossroad(Marriot restaurant-outdoor)i had WILD mushroom wrap in pasta with an interesting sauce to go with it.It was pretty filling but i like the atmosphere and the food.yummlicious!
but i must say, that holis can be quite depressing.but there are small moments which i saviour.
n i bought a cute black dress, well someone think it is uber nice n consistently told me to get it, haha.
but it cost a bomb=(
boy ireally wish i can go mos this sat and really destress myself....for sch is openin soon.
i hate it for the fact that i have to change classes for 3 days.
i hate the fact that i have to wake up like 6 in the morning (which i think i'll be late for sch eventually)
i hate the fact that it'll be crowded in the bus, all buses.
i hate the fact that i miss workin morning on weekdays at deli since there's less crowds .
i hate the fact that there's less hanging out time wif my frens.
i hate the fact that there's a project to impress those lifeless evaluators.
i hate the fact that i have to be tired and keep on goin for 6 mths.
i hate the fact that my feelings will be messed up when sch start.
i hate the fact that i miss town very much.
i hate the fact that it'll be less time wif you.
well what do you hate?

but i do realized that music has definitely keep me away from the shadows.
went to ikea like for many times and the arrangement of the furniture hasnt change a bit!
are you dissapointed? well i was.
and oh ya! greatness, how could i've forgot to mention that i painted my wall!!!
my design was inspired by a really cool book borrowed from the lib.
and i really loved it although there's like 7/8 more to go.it's orange n purple.

roses, i love you especially today.
i love your delicate way.
you chilling my veins.
leaving the pain.
and i lose all control.
but dun be afraid the love that i show, is the love you made.

end my shopping here
;11:22 PM