Mood: Defining gravity
Listing to : Forca by Nelly Furtado

If life was music, i'll be the beat.

you sat 2 seats away.
you didnt smile or say hi.
you must be really mad at me.
For i only did want to make you happy.
N so i walked on w/o you.
Wif the feeling of sadness+hatred on
how i avoided you that bad.
i hate it, but im still doing it.
i learn to accept changes now and i trust that
you do to.
you already did before it all happened.
im foolish.god help.

life isnt that blessed afterall.

end my shopping here
;10:06 AM

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today mood:Silly Jules silly
Listening to: step up by samantha jade


~ nite out wif lovelys~

end my shopping here
;11:11 AM

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What a crappish day!dang~

Listening to:Drive by the Cars

hatred.hatred.i hate school.
no.. my class.
late for school.
bad hair.
intensive irritating mood the whole time.god noes why.
not impressed at how i present.
although i did the ppt all ALONE.read that again "ALONE".
jules conclude:definitely get a grade that i dun deserve.
look pretty messed up.
i jus hate TODAY!!
i think i need some fareez.

please let the rainbow shine today.

i wanna hide underneath a pile of clothes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

end my shopping here
;3:49 PM

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Jules = 20 =:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! haha..i cant believeim so old alr...it feels so weird to hit the big 2s.
actually im scared of the responsibilities that are goin to be put on my shoulder in time to come.
But let's face it, everyone has to go through this phase.adapt.
I've been havig surprises since last saturday.haha... well i went out wif zag n cak which i had a great time.
Well a good blardy time.(hey it's a in a positive way)
they both looked great! and i feel like a dwarf walking beside them! they like so tall la..
anyway i was late n im sorry gurls..really.
so we met at p.s n wanted to have dinner at Swensens.We didnt like the
one at ps so we headed to marina square to have our sumptous dinner.i had crayfish pasta,zag had sambal fish
n cak had fries.. we shared our food.anyway things were getting suspicious as both cak n zag started whispering
without me.how can tat be rite?haha i guess they had something up their sleeves.Cheeky gurls~ Oh ya!! before
digging in my crayfish pasta, i opened up my present from my lovely bestie.She got me SO many things in a striped box!
I felt so blessed haha...like a 6 yr old who cant wait to know what's in it.Could it be a snowball?could it be a barbie doll?
n to my surprise, i got beaded stuff!! are yu guys jealous?? a beaded ntebook, a beaded square pillow, a beaded photoframe.
And it's all in shades of green! haha..how adorable ;)
ok back to the story, so we had our maincourse n it was time for dessert...yum yum.ice cream.zag n cak ice cream came first
n was wondering why mine was that long.... n den, this swensen guy was comin to our table wif vanilla scoop ontop of a
brownie and then he came and stood in front of me and said "may i know who's birthday?" with a smile.I was blushed.cak n zag were like saying "Juliana" hahaha...Not only that, there were like 5 other crews gather around that guy and 2 of them had
these bells and they sang for me a birthday song(all of them)!! haha how sweet can ym 2 gurlfrens get? i was damn blushing laaa.. all the way.and after they serenade, the guy put the bowl of my b'dae brownie/icecream "cake" wif 1 lighted candle and wished me again.haha
again.Thanks cak for the surprise idea and tanks zag for planning that nite out.Like i said again, you rock my socks haryati
bte hashim!heh den after that wonderful event, we headed to cinelisure bcus we wanted to take neo prints n we were fussy
at choosing which machine we want.at last we finally decide on 1.Zag pretty much enjoy it cus she was like the monkey for
that moment..haha she literally climb the ladder which is like in the machine..it turned out pretty nice.We looked great.we shall do it more often duncha think gurls? so after the neoprint, we slack outside california fitness cus my tummy didnt felt goodand ended up taking pics wif cak digi cam! haha.had fun.spend like 1/2 hr doing that i think.Well we are camwhores...
good camwhores!Then we headed back by 250(cab).It was gettin late so zag wanted to take cab and the ride was on her.tanks gurl.

i had a great time you guys... hope you did too. smile.

for sun morning i went to the zoo.wee~ fareez brought me there to see ah meng n frens! haha.. he wanted to spend time with me at the zoo and it was pleasant.We met at around 9ish AM and head to downtown east first to buy our breakfast and then head to zoo..dear didnt noe how to go..so i had to direct him.i felt like an instructor..hahahaha.so anyways we reached the zoo carpark and we sat in to have our cold breakfast.the sky didnt looked friendly at all... we were like thinkin should we bring an umbrella..?i didnt feel like it cus the only umbrella he had in the boot was like a heavy and long one.so we didnt.but i did regret cus it drizzle the whole time.haha my stubborness gets me at time huh. we went to see the baboons, polar bear,dinosaur crocodiles, bugs(ewww~) and so on...travelled the whole zoo..it was exhauting!dear took pictures of them and less us.ha! but yeah i had a blast n it was all good... goodness!
tanks fareez. ;) n after zoo-ing, we had a lil much at kfc. cheese fries and pizza and sprite.yummylicious?
den dear drop me at raffles city to meet up wif my family but he had to go off n visit his grams at the hospital. guess wat my bro bought a mac book! jeez weez...he's own money.it's like pretty cool laa..now i can like use the photo booth.ha.he's treating his macbook like his darling... n den we went shoppin at parkway parade and head home.Prepare dinner and had a good nite rest. i had a lil fight wif fareez that nite but it's all good.I know why he couldnt meet up that nite.

people who send me their wishes through sms :):
nad, mas, alvin,nailul,zac, sharin, nisa,my mum's fren(Nanky),Siti shatec,Zaggy,Farn, Fai,cak,lay hoon,wani,Lin.
people who called me ;) :
van dear, pris darling, shikin, my cousins,azfar,nisa.

i feeel blessed.picutres will upload soon.
mon n tues celebration i continue another day. :)

end my shopping here
;10:37 PM

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Peaks and Fall of 06'

PEaKs

i got my hair cut and dyed by a tony and guy trainer.
i was a model in a hair fashion show at DXO.
i got good gpa grades in sem1 yr 2.
I have an overflow wardrobe!
Went to malacca wif grandparents.
I tried a cigar.NOT a ciagratte.There's a difference.
I cut my mum hair..
I learn how to bake butter cake?
i love to put nail polish especially nude colors.
went to sentosa wif jacinta, my cuss. jus the 2 of us- pure fun.
sat twice in a cable car.
i sat the carlsberg skytower.
a couple of eye candy. ;)
got myself a metallic miniature christmas tree.
bought 3 dresses n a couple of shoes,a couple of tops & e list goes on..ha
drove zaggy around~ whee.
ya i pass my tp.how could i forget about that?
met fareez.
went to tour at the esplanade.
stronger bond wif my close frens.
went on a cruise.ok im kiddin myself, it's a stationary ship.
got closer wif my work ppl.
secretly know that my bro has a gf.
watch the display of fireworks which i adore so much.
it has great set of songs in 06.
got a new hp.6280.
got an black ipod video.sheer hard work-my money.
saw Denise Keller twice, she's petite seriously.
for the first time in many years, i watch a movie wif my parents.
skipped class with less regretfulness.
love myself more.
definitely love my mum n dad.
love nets.who doesnt? I nets.do you? whaha.
bought christmas prezzies for the little ones.
talked to the first guy face to face after a long while.
clubbing was afrequent in the starting till mid of year den it slowed.
fareez drive me around many times. i loike~
we got licensce on the same week jus 2 daes apart.
didnt celebrate for raya.(which is kinda good)
ok im blanked now.. there's more but i jus cant think now.

FaLl

i fall sick easily.
i club only once during my last holi, how pathetic.
Nausea- headache feein almost everyday, ok sometimes onli.
still cant get rid of pimples.
i didnt went to ZOUK OUT.how unbelivable...
missed new year's firework.
missed a couple of bus due to my eyesight.
bad hair days.
oh ya couldnt clean my house in time for raya. which i felt hopeless.
work,work,work.
times when i wanna flagged a cab, my wallet is jus close to empty.
fights i had wif mum are countless n frightful.
aching body.
reformat my laptop. lost all my essential fotos n music.
memoirs of the first guy comes back most of the time.
i lost my black specs, which my mum have no clue bout it!
didnt bond wif my class.
when i have to OT, it is jus so dreadful.
got to know ugly facts.
didnt go to coldplay concert.
had fever twice during 06'.
couldnt find a better part-time job with a higher pay.
complex moment.
smile to many but some see rite thru.
got the same java fac as last sem.double dreadful.
hate that particular day when i wore heels n took a public transport.
havent been exercising although i alwaes say"im gonna to jog tmr nite".
icant stand the fact that ppl still think i cant face truth.hello im 20 not 8.
calcellation of meeting up jus sucks.

Scenario: Eating ayam penyet at Changi.
And i went"What bird is this?"
Dad,mum n bro looked puzzle.
Dad say"What you mean what bird?it's chicken."
And i"Oh ya huh...haha" excuse me cus i was darn sleepy that day.
It became the joke of the year.

haha silly jules in 06 you wouldnt wanna miss.

Improtant words for the day(in bold):
bonefish story, MC= MACdonald not Medical cert story.

end my shopping here
;2:50 PM

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Im addicted.Addicted to shopping.

Yes, last firday iwent shopping yet again.

Bought a Mango jeans together with a sweet top.Im such a shopperholic.

oh godd...but it makes me happy. happy enough to make me smile all the way home.

instanteneously my tiredness has all faded away.haha!

guess my bdae is nearing...

and i have a whole lists of things that i would love to have..

but nah im not listing it down for it is quite expensive.

Can i have a flea market?

I want the one at Tangin mall, but the rent is like 50 bux.

Any takers who wants to share a stall wif me??

i need to sell off my old clothes so that my wardrobe has space for new sets of clothes. :]

hanging out wif zaggy this friday!

Ohh i cant waittt!.......................pretty excited. ;)

end my shopping here
;9:27 AM

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Dreadful feeling i have for you

People change,
Just like season.
I learnt a lesson in life, adapt.
Adaptation.
Everyone passes this phase.
But to learn how to accept changes is another thing.
Oh yes, it's another chapter..
You wish so hard that it wouldnt' change.
At least you hope, you pray, you wish
Even if you did all those, things wouldnt' change a bit.
Not even a little.

How cruel it can get.

You left me with memories.
You left me hanging too.
Hanging loose.
You didnt bother to look me up.
Neither a ring or sms, Oh how do you do?
Well you only did when you're in trouble.
In emotional stir.
You got me believing that this might be the shot.
A shot to have our frenship back.
Boy you got me good, i was the fool once again.
you left me hanging yet again after that day.
All i ask is for a day of hanging out.
But time and again, everytime i tried to ...
You seem so occupied.

It's better i let this friendship fall.
I cant' stand it anymore.
You might think im paranoid but hey i got feelings to.
Afterall im human.

end my shopping here
;4:38 PM

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HEARTS, THEM-

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