Litening to: You could be Happy by Snow Patrol

do you ever feel that you wanted something so bad and you are determined that you can do it but of course being modest about it.you dont want to be big headed rite.Here's the problem: when you are in the moment and you make the slightest mistakes for your common sense ran out for awhile and the thing is everything went perfect.

and what jeopordise it is the slightest mistake.

how dissapointed can you get? seriously.... i felt really dissapointed cus i teared while i walked back.You're very close to getting it but you failed cus of the slightest mistake. And now i have to do it all over again. you tell me what would you feel if it happens to you. You're so close yet you're so far.... damn you choong sang. Im a dissapointment to people. Everything was fine for god sake. God why cant you make him see that i tried my best today why cant you let him see that. why must he be mean to me? Why god? why cant you see god that i did my best. I did my best for my parents. But no, no one can see that rite.tanks ah ...i have to go thru it again. tanks a lot.

end my shopping here
;7:17 PM

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