Listening to :Tokyo Drift by Teriyaki Boys

today i pon skool and i think im becomin bad. why?
i have no freakin clue.. and i mean if u pon skool and you know your grades are pretty good then by all means do it. But im not having good daily grades let alone UT. so do you think im taking a step to suicidal?
I tried my best to do well in class, engaged in team discussion and try to understand the problem.But it seems when it comes to UT, i freaking dont understand what they are asking.DAMN UT.And if i screw up all the 2nd UTs, im dead meat. I wish i dont.I think im giving up on life.Im trying my best to stay on the positive side but everyday it seems im putting a facade of myself.
I dont think that i can ever find pure happiness unless im one freaking rich person like Paris Hilton who doesnt really need education and just needs cash to buy everything.Wish i could have that.Not to be as blant as her but to use the money to do other things like having my own design label and other ambitious challenge.
My parents might think im doing well in skool but haiz im scared that i would really dissapoint them. That is just so unfair to them if it happens. I know that they have given what i want and need and all.And if i dont do this for them and for myself, i rather say goodbye to this world.

I HATE MYSELF.

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;11:19 AM

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