I'm a Porsche 911!

You have a classic style, but you're up-to-date with the latest technology. You're ambitious, competitive, and you love to win. Performance, precision, and prestige - you're one of the elite,and you know it.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

end my shopping here
;2:46 PM

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Another lovely song. read thru..if you must or bored.


"Your Own Disaster" by Taking back Sunday
Just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things
to lie around to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's I'd like to say to you...
And I don't think that
you know what you've been missing'
Cause I don't think that
you know what you've been missing
And I dare you to forget the marks
you left across my neck from those nights
when we were both found at our best
Now I could make this obvious,and you,
you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off your shoulders...
And I don't think that
you know what you've been missing'
Cause I don't think that
you know what you've been missing
And I don't think that you know
I said I don't think you know
I said I don't think you know
what your missing

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun
Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

I don't think that
you know what you've been missing
I don't think that
you know what you've been missing

Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple

end my shopping here
;10:25 AM

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Litening to: You could be Happy by Snow Patrol

do you ever feel that you wanted something so bad and you are determined that you can do it but of course being modest about it.you dont want to be big headed rite.Here's the problem: when you are in the moment and you make the slightest mistakes for your common sense ran out for awhile and the thing is everything went perfect.

and what jeopordise it is the slightest mistake.

how dissapointed can you get? seriously.... i felt really dissapointed cus i teared while i walked back.You're very close to getting it but you failed cus of the slightest mistake. And now i have to do it all over again. you tell me what would you feel if it happens to you. You're so close yet you're so far.... damn you choong sang. Im a dissapointment to people. Everything was fine for god sake. God why cant you make him see that i tried my best today why cant you let him see that. why must he be mean to me? Why god? why cant you see god that i did my best. I did my best for my parents. But no, no one can see that rite.tanks ah ...i have to go thru it again. tanks a lot.

end my shopping here
;7:17 PM

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Listening to: One More Shot by Ryan Cabera

Heyho! im updatin.... for you zaggy and the rest. :) Wat has been happening the pat few days..hrmm met wif fareez watched Pirates Of The Carribean Black's Man Chest, its farni but the movie is damn long lar.. got in at 1.45 end at 4.10?!? hahaks but enjoy it. Anyways, yest got back from drivin wif fareez, was walking back home den mum called and asked me to go down town cus my dad and bro is meeting there and wants me to go... Im like mum do you know where i am? Im walking home. She say can laa come ah... i replied her you have to spend me ice cream if i go.. and so she agreed. And so i went, and i got more than what i wanted which is the fried mars chocolate at far east instead i got Ben's and Jerry ice creamS! mango lime, chewy chocolate fude and strawberry cheescake!wah~~~~ so nyce. yum yum!of course share laa wif them.. but i end up finishin it. heh. I guess i got sweet tooth which they dont.It was heaven and i ate the brownie toooo... heh.

Today we had web multimedia class and i think it's the coolest module. We had to do a short movie and my team based it on a song called stalker by goldfinger. HAhaks the song is like addictive.I enjoyed myself but it was tiring as we had to go around the school to shoot scenes and have each scene taken in different angles. But most of all i think my team pull through a good presentation.Not say i want to brag or be proud of it, but the appluse we got after our presentation is like a pad on our shoulder for a good job. Except that a few scenes are not captured yet.We show some unglam shots too.But we shouldnt be big headed or anything, I mean it still boils down to next week final production.I pray it will go well.

My brother is being annoying nowadays, he bullys me often now.-___-". Hope he stopped soon.haks.. Like it will happen.

end my shopping here
;7:19 PM

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HEre's somethin about me.....

You Are An ENFJ

The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

end my shopping here
;8:07 PM

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Listening to: I was always your girl by Jennifer Love Hewitt

So yeah, i went town last wednesday to celebrate Zag's b'dae and it was splendid fun.
Just me and her.It was uber fun!! =) we went from here to there then back then there... exciting u noe. Anyway she like her present so much!! im sooo glad that she appreciate it cus i noe i didnt follow her wishlist. den she wore the cap that i bought for her straight away! And i also wear mine because i fall in love with the beige one while she got the black one.*jumps around*.Den the best part is that we took NEOPRINTS! it was fantastic mann the outcome heh! yeah you must be thinking that i'm thick skin.But haahahks who care.It felt good to meet up with her... miss her so much.. must meet more often k? Anyways before we took neoprints, i had a crazy idea of piercing my nose... and i tot zaggy would disagree on that thot.But she surprises me and say "yeah gurl u shud i think it'll look sweet.." Den 70 % of me say yes go ahead and so i did. I had to call mum first to ask for her permission and she say can.. up to me. So yeah i did it. It sucks of course, the pain. I teared a little.-No wonder she gave me a piece of tissue- I tot it wouldnt hurt that bad and assume that the pain is like how we normally pierce our ear kinda pain. I was soooo WRONG. heh But i totalli love it laa... i think it's nice laa the piercing and now that i have a diamond stud instead of the silver big bulky one is just making me smile now.haha...and yeah we laugh a lot too didnt we zaggy?? hahaks so much fun... i wish it wouldnt have to end you know... Den we spot a cute guy at far east working in a thai restaurant. And he smiled at me..*blushed* he's cute too.. zaggy had an idea, a real good idea that is to dine in there hahaks. I agree but den i changed the tot because i was running low in cash.Then we of course after walking around, we had a whole list of stuff that we want to buy! ahaks! I better start working hard and earned the cash... so i can satisfy my needs!*evil grin*.

HERE"S THE PICS>>..........

end my shopping here
;2:56 PM

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Listening to :Tokyo Drift by Teriyaki Boys

today i pon skool and i think im becomin bad. why?
i have no freakin clue.. and i mean if u pon skool and you know your grades are pretty good then by all means do it. But im not having good daily grades let alone UT. so do you think im taking a step to suicidal?
I tried my best to do well in class, engaged in team discussion and try to understand the problem.But it seems when it comes to UT, i freaking dont understand what they are asking.DAMN UT.And if i screw up all the 2nd UTs, im dead meat. I wish i dont.I think im giving up on life.Im trying my best to stay on the positive side but everyday it seems im putting a facade of myself.
I dont think that i can ever find pure happiness unless im one freaking rich person like Paris Hilton who doesnt really need education and just needs cash to buy everything.Wish i could have that.Not to be as blant as her but to use the money to do other things like having my own design label and other ambitious challenge.
My parents might think im doing well in skool but haiz im scared that i would really dissapoint them. That is just so unfair to them if it happens. I know that they have given what i want and need and all.And if i dont do this for them and for myself, i rather say goodbye to this world.

I HATE MYSELF.

end my shopping here
;11:19 AM

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Listening to : So what by ciara and Field Mob

Ok so i have not been updating my blog since centuries ago.oh well, been busy.I say that all the time but im not sure what im busy with actually.i think im worst being on earth cus i lied. N i think i lied pretty bad. Im sowie. I know that i shouldnt have but to tell you honestly, everytime when i want to tell you and i know i should have, my mind says dont at the last min. So i didnt. And i was hoping you wouldnt know because i thought i might lose you if you noe.But today i guess it just spill ey... im realli sowie that you have to find out like that. If it were me, i'll be mad.Although you say your fine but come on, i know you might feel something else. you're really patient and i admire that. I never thought you still like me. I was shocked as i expected that you moved on.
And it seems you're gonna moved on...like really.People say your a nice guy, i think so too.

end my shopping here
;10:45 PM

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HEARTS, THEM-

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