Listening to: Sleeping to Dream by Jason MRaz

im mentally tired.
probably from the things that happened to me the past 2 daes.
it's sickenin to think how much outside ppl can hate me.
n wonder wat more for the ones that are close to me.. hate me even more?
well thanks for tellin me off.
seriously. like i needed to hear it from u.
it sucks n hurt u noe.. the words u use are so hurtful.
u didnt think it was, cus u didnt give a 2nd thot.
u sae sorry n u cried but was it for real?
were u sincere?
thats the qn i will alwaes ask.
u might find it a satisfaction that u got wat u wanted by shoutin at me thru the phone.
im glad it did make u happy or so.
thanks for preachin about religious stuff and advices that u think is fantastic.
but i would never take into consideration in whatever u sae.
cus i noe i never infuence him to be any bad kid.
i swear i never did.
i show him life not like u.
u kept him in a cage.
u sae stuff about me like im such an evil person n im not supposed to live in this world.
u think wat i wear is horrendous, boy u got it wrong.
it's called fashion.
so wat u dun wear spaghetti stripes when u were younger or never go movies wif 2 person?
I dun live in ur world n i swear i never wanted to noe about ur past.
cus i wasnt interested at all.
u hurt me .. well it's fine.
im gettin over it.
n u tell me i shud noe u well enuff??
wth.. i merely work wif u for 2 months or so n we onli greet hi- bye.
u expect me to noe u well enuff?!?
given the chance i wouldnt want too.
thank god i didnt.
i told him before, if u really hate my guts that much.. i told him that the frenship shud end.
he insist.
n it's my fault??
n u told me clearly that u wanted me to stay awae from him wen u were shoutin at me on the phone.
u ought to noe the truth before you called me.


You probably dunno how i feel for i think you couldnt careless that u hurt me real deep.
well nvm. it will just be a scar n boy i will never forget it.

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;1:02 AM

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