Listening to: MOVE ALONG by all american reject.

this lyfe. jus soo irksome!!

do u noe that im soo naive?? so naive that i was blind to see the obvious?!? Or im jus being oblivious at the signs that was clearly spelled everywhere .But i'm being the usual stubborn self n choose not to see it yet again.so dumb ok. i gave my all, n i was ready to walked thru the journey wif him but it came crashin down yest. but i guess the love i have for him was never meant to be was it?

i think i was tryin to hard to make it perfect but i was kiddin myself rite... since when life is ever close to perfect?stop livin life like its a fairytale ju!! gosh im a sucker for stoopid fairytale... i told myself before that i wouldnt wanna believe in love and that i shud not take things seriously again not after fabian.BUT im doin again, believin that what me n him had was going to be good. Only to find out that i sold myself to misery again. how crap can love get?? I know im not the only one sufferin this heartache, there's others too. but seriously u think so much about it, it makes no sense actually. we tend to give all that we can to show our affection n thinkin hard wat they truly feels...which i realli have no idea.n next thing ur parted.!!!?!!! so wats the point in gettin into a r/s that will cause us pain n joy. We sooo can prevent that. I shud do that ey.

thanks zag n kin for todae's company. thanks for comfortin. u guys are great.

n nisa n pris too.