Listening to: Love Divine by seal

So the holis are here, and i find myself with nothing to do until mum offered me a job to stay home n clean the house... i didnt want to except that there's a catch to it. She's gonna give me like a few hundred bucks at the end of the month if i pull thru..includin paint the walls white again, laundry n all.. more like cinderella chores.I see there's no bad side to it.. i mean it might sound tedious and all but yeah it's more of a challenge for me plus it is a plus point as in i noe how to handle my own house when im older in the near future.. n wats good is that i get a few bucks for this. what u guys think? is it like worth it?n yeah i finish paintin this long wall ... n i had to put 2 coats so that it is like white white and not orange(the then color) boy,it was tough. Although my fingers hurt, when i look at it, i felt a lil proud. hey! i cant believe i just did that on my own. n todae, im paintin another wall and hahaks im wearin golves now that i learnt it's difficult to get rid of the paint spots on my hand yest. i had to like rubbed my hands hard cus i got the paint all over my hand(it splattered).

Mum got home and she got a bag for me. She didnt buy it exactly, she got free from her fren who's working in the make-up section.The bag is so classy and it's from Loreal or something.. And my laptop fits nicely in it and yeah i'll be carrying it to school one day. Yest i sat down in front of my computer screen and edit my template of my blog for i thought i need a new skin. And yeah i make it emo cus i cant deny the fact that im pretty emo at tymes. I kinda like the new skin. i think. Nisa say it's nice and so does pris and rei dear. nisa was like 'woah ju you edit it on ur own?'-- yeah i wasnt capable of doing it last time. but now yeah... im learnin it. n wat's new in my blog is that i can upload all my motion pictures which i've captured in the "breathe" section.( but i havent upload it yet..soon it'll be.) It's gonna be cool cus i can display my art photos in dere. and you guys are free to view it. i've include videos too but yeah it's laggin unless you're really bored and dun mind waitin for quite some time, your more than welcome to watch it. =]

n ever since mtv has introduced me "where'd you go" by fort minor, im SOOO stuck to that song. it's an emo song, sad and all but it's nice. I think i got a thing for emo kinda songs. It's about family issue and all. The lyrics are meaningful.... to me that is. And dear likes that song too. He likes FM. No.. he loves FM. haks. He rap for me that dae. ahhaks was shy at first when i asked him to. He rap that song for me. Baby ur rappin is the bomb, dun be shy to do it again.. ya? N yeah i let him listen to my song.. the one i composed last year. The tittle is"see through" and i think he likes it. Well.. the words are true....

cus i need love, love's divine .. please forgive me now i see that i've been blind.. give me love, love is what i need to know my name...love can help me know my name.