Listening to: Jack's Mannequin
Sometimes i just wonder what i want in life..
whether i want this or that..
and if i dun have this and have that..
would it make a difference?
i've been to this job interview.. n it seems like as though im gettin it but i'll never noe whether im really gonna get it.. *skeptic* hopin n wishin i would get it.
cus i really need the dough to satisfy my needs.. there's so many things on my list that i want to buy and of course i could not alwaes depend on my parents for it. It isnt fair. They've already support me so much, transportation and all.. i think im really thankful to have them in my life. And holis is like onli next week! n i realli want a job!!
1st yr is like ending... left with onli a dae .. N tmr the skool's having dunno wat party.. n pris wants me to go.. so i ask zag along n im happi that she's comin.=] miss u gurl~ n rei dear is performin. > im lookin forward dear.. dun worri everythin will be fine ya. cheers! i'll support u... n ya i miss u too. .. i'll never get enough of ur warmth dear.. (",)
clubbin has been my favourite choice of escapin- my stressful life. but i think im gonna cut on that. I think i need some time to find myself first before enjoyin it again. Im sorry that i have turned u down twice kin.. i dunno i jus dun feel like clubbin anytime soon... n plus im broke. N my mum thinks i shud stop too. Haiz.. hope u understand la..
end my shopping here
;6:24 PM
