bleuk!! give up !!

hey... i went sentosa yest wif dear kin to support nailul. He made it through the semi-finals for soccer and he wants me dere. haks im actualli touched. I tot i couldnt go cus i went out wif zag the dae before to get her bf b'dae gift.roy is a nice guy. N so i try my luck askin my mum and surprisingly she let me! heh i was happi actually. i miss sentosa n kinda wanted to see nailul too. heh. so met kin at pasir ris mrt and ya she's late. it is so unlike her cus everytime im the one who's late alwaes.haks so we make our way there n in the train there's this cute lil' baby!! so adorable i tell u. he gives u a smile n boy it's a cheeky one. haks blonde hair,big eyes, the small teeth and he's gear up in adidas shoes. plus he even hug my leg!! n play wif my beads and also kin's one. His mum is a chinese and his dad is caucasian. so cute!! =] anyways nailul n zack wait for us at harbourfront mrt n we went there straight. we didnt think that we'll be meetin their guy frens untill we reach the silosa beach.but den we met all of dem at the hawker centre before we took a bus to sentosa.-_-" there were like so many of their frens laa. me n kin were awkward but luckily i stick wif nailul n kin stick wif zack. n it was fine den on. i watch the first match they play n nailul score the first goal!! hahaks im kinda proud of him.. hahahks n i shouted yahoo!! hahak n den they lost the next match n won again and they got 3rd place nad nailu score again. this tyem he score wif a heading. haks. glad that he won at least i can see a smile on his face. N he say that he score the goals cus i was there...awww so sweet rite? i noe. haks anyway he got on stage on got his medal and yes im happy for him.=] cheers! me n kin check out the boats at N degree 15 and we were really amazed. it so reminded me of seth cohen and sailing. I mean it look like Orange County coast. N reminded me of an episode where they went Tijuana.

And then we,.... the four of us went to have dinner at Harbourfront shopping centre . It was aight and hahaks nailul and zack send us home!! they stay pretty far from us.. the other end of S'pore (west) n it's kinda nice of dem to do that. so yeah.. im smilin.

nailul dress well yest. he played well. he smile sweetly. he's nice.

sooooooooooooooooo.................. hrm...?

happy late b'dae to me!!! haahks lame-o sia i. anyway i enjoyed much much on my 19 th b'dae.heh. On the sat(14th Jan) me,kin, seri,filza,beat n kahar went clubbin at MOS to celebrate my early b'dae . It was freakin fun la!! haks the club deco is definitely nice and stylish but i still prefer rouge as in the atmosphere and the music. MOS was crowded for the hip-hop room. it was freakin pack. I mean we dance like sardines i tell u. N yes dere were cute guys.. but sadly cute guys are either dancing with their girls or they are gay. Got this hrm veri cute guy.. n he dance with his only guy fren. im like... wat a waste. Den ya i left early like 1 .30am cus my parents wants to fetch me.. n btw that dae rp open house start too. i report early but i went off about 1 pm? to get ready to meet dem for MOS. haks

oh yeah the first day for open house i went up stage wif pris cus of the viva la republica.. =] i help her paint n so cool la get to go on stage. heh tanks pris.

And oh yeah before we went to MOS we had dinner at seoul garden. it was coolness.fil,zag,kin ,beat n me had our stomachs to content! We ate a lot..at least i did. heh n zag was clumsy that day.. keep droppin chopstick either that or fork or somethin hahaks. farni la she. N den openin prezzies tyme..!! i got so much cute stuff..tanks kin n zag.(kin gave my christmas present too) i think she spent a bomb or somethin. seriously mann.. anyways i luv her to bitss.. met her yest to shop for her shoes.. it was nice seeing u kin dear. =] thanks pris for givin me the chance to perm my hair for free.. heh. n tanks a lot for accompanyin me yest. really i appreciate our frenship so muchens. ok too emo rite.. but den who cares..hhahaks

And den yeah on sundae(15 Jan) i went to the open house and help the art booth. Yes i had fun over there at the new woodlands campus. did some paintin. And den graffiti also. haks so fun but my design not nice laa. like usual. so yeah we roam around the campus lots of tyme. Me n pris that is. She played the game.. reaction one. wa lao she damn gd lor can score 97.. if i try i think i probably score around 40++. -__-" haks my reaction slow ma. n den i was amazed at the magic trick. Jonathan is gd la at magic.. so is matthew. I think they are sneaky... like wat eeshaun like to say. Haahks yeah about eeshaun i think he's a fun, funny and cute fac which me n pris would regard him as a big brother. he is so cool that we can talk anythin under the sun with him. but yeah he get high wen he see hot babes danicin.. n he does the cheeky giggle or laugh.n ya he does nice, cute cartoonish designs... visit he's website at www.eeshaun.com. u'll be amazed at his pieces. it is all designed by him. i think.

after open house pris,van,sharin,dan n yanni had dinner and yeah we ate at pastamania.i drank soup. The M soup.. hahaks that was farni.. mann. n im happi u guys were there. but sadly nisa wasnt dere.... but it's ok. ya. thanks for the prezzies..

so yeah on my b'dae (16 Jan)it self i went to help the art booth again and it was fun yet again. i did face paint for RP peeps like butterflies and all. Im kinda proud i can do that haahaks. actually i was nervous wen they ask to draw it e first tyme. i tot it would be ugly but den it turns out fine.*THANKS EVERYONE FOR GIVING ME WELL WISHES FOR MY B'DAE" it means so much to me.. ok i continue den i had to meet my grandma at town around 6 plus and den my mum to have dinner.. Hahahks had pastamania again while they ate rice. it was fun.. she bought for me mrs field cookie for my b'dae with decorations. I soo luv it laa plus it's cute. heh n den we walked around taka n all... den head home cus we wanna catch project runaway. hahaks n den i got a call from fye hahaks so weird rite? i noe he call sain that he will come over my place to give me something.. hahaks im surprised. so yeah

after watchin the show, they still havent come . im like ok.. so they came round 11 30 ++ and hahaks so sweet la they all.they call me n ask me to go out of my house with a fork and see what is outside. i was hahks excited actually. n den when i step out, there was a bouquet of flowers and a swensen ice cream cake. N den they shouted from upstairs singin happy b'dae song while goin down the stairs. im soo touched i tell u. haiz..i'll remember it guys=]. n den it was tues ..i went for art again.. and yeah.. wat happened? i couldnt remember actually. oh yeah i went home i think n yeah pris paint for me a board. tanks ya.

so yeah my 19 b'dae rawks....

n yesh im sleepin mith mr bean bear.

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n i won Miss SIT. still can't believe it.

it seems like a dream.

tis mornin right.. my parents send me to skool (cus it was rainin , mr rain could u stop please?) together wif azfar n umar. N den my mum out of the blue sae.. "ju i want to transfer u to NAFA." i was pretty shocked. im like hello? im in RP already n i wasted 6 mths dere n now she sayin tis?!? i replied her the fees are so x la.. i know i have a passion for art n especially paintin. i cant deny it. i really do love paintin. but NAFA is not onli about paintin.. thats the reason la. wat if i suck at other art stuff?? thats one of the reason for me. n den she go tellin it to my dad!! i told her that on the 18 of Jan rite.. the skool is gonna do a briefin about my course.. n she said about NAFA again. die sia i.. i dunno wat to do now.. part of me feel like NAFA sounds nice n i would luv to skool dere but can i cope? n the fees are terrible. she doesnt realise that i think of dem. on how much they would spent if i go NAFA. it will cost a bomb definitely. i dun want to be a burden u noe. thats y im in rp. n my another tot wereto...rp is not bad.. i get to do 2 stuff in my 3 yrs here.. i get to learn business application stuff and also art. so how now? where do i go?

i told my frens in rp.. n dey laugh..cus i told dem that my mum wants me to be an art teacher... probably they think im not cut up yet.i guess so.but sharin say go for it if got the chance.

kin will be so glad if i went to NAFA and scold me at the same time for wastin 6 mths in rp.

im torn.

Listening to: Brothers on a Hotel Bed by Death cab for cutie

i add a lil more.. i want Death cab for cutie- Transatlanticism album and of course not forgetting the OC mix 1 or 2 CD is a must. i think i shud be realistic. I know bikini is not a cheap thing so i might have to scrap that out of my list. Plus the jeans.. kinda talk to my parents bout it.. they are buyin. i hope soo.. better be. But the rest still remains.

Well kinda help pris wif the paintin todae after skool, it was fun. I mean we actually finish paintin it. *david hee... its true he's hot~ which girl wouldn't agree? Besides pretend it is a paradise eventhough how far fetch it seems to be but it doesnt kill to dream a lil right? Do u noe that this tai chee guy i saw todae was cute but of course my face is just a passing remark, nothin special.. so i guess it's just another dae of heart sinking moment for awhile huh... Besides im cool wif it. i mean wats new rite? N oh ya... i did the sticker thingy while pris was touchin up her gorgeous masterpiece. i think its really stylo.

And HAPPY B"DAE NAILUL!!!!!!!!(it was supposed to be on the 9th of Jan) i guess im 1 hr n how many minutes late.but i did wish him this mornin. sowie i couldnt meet u todae together wif zack n kin.. as i had to help pris finish paintin . Smile my fren.. for ur 18 now where the legal sign is urs. my eyes are closin in.. gotta go nites.

who agree please tag n support.

i think i know what i really want.

- the OC mix CDs 1 or 2 (or maybe both) heh

- Levis jeans. (Marissa cut)

- Dinner at Pastamania

- Probably a new phone heh. im askin for too much but who cares.anyway my hp plan is dyin soon.so why not pampered a lil more?

- i want my frens..wif me. =] as in long frenship la.

i think thats it.. if i have more i update it.

- a dress. from marina square. (one of the shop).

-a bikini

n can i meet ADAM BRODY in person?

seri's fren
julie and kin... ( we switch coats..) heh
psst: i tink i look like heidi..

Happy new year everyone...!! =] it's aight nisa.. haks i did enjoyed myself at Rouge wif seri frens n kin kin cat. It was sure a blast !! Actually that club it's only meant for ppl who's 21 yrs n above but we managed to get in heh. tanks to seri's fren. At first we went to MOS but den u shud have seen the queue it was freakin long n den we did somethin. we were like nearing the door already and we were packed like sardine n i mean seriously. some even fainted. We left the queue which results to : wasted 1 hr n how many mins dere. N den we stress cus we really wanted to celebrate new year's at a place where we'll be enjoying the ambience together wif our frens and not at any roadside. We were already dressed up for it and not celebratin new year's at a club it's so ruin la. so we tried our luck at Rouge. Finally we did managed to go in before the clock struck midnight and yeah it was nice the atmosphere. there were some dancers (e club dancers) who dress up like mike myer era- in the movie "Austin Power". it was funny. N den dere's was like countdown.hahks wen it was finally 12a.m we hugged one another and wish each other =] "HAPPY NEW YEAR!"... i was really happy. plus there were balloons all over n the sprayin thingy all over us. n oh ya! dere were foams too. heh n after that the dance floor was filled wif people. seri fren, a guy actually asked me to dance wif him but hahaks i turn him down cus i was shy. i mean we havent started dancin yet n he already ask me. so after a few mins i kinda get the groove of the music and yeah i was dancin to the songs. haahks i wasnt shy at all. n boy ....im glad that i totally enjoyed myself. even kinkin cat was having so much fun. they played hip hop, RnB n others. oh ya.. the locker guy was soo cute..he's chinese! even kin agree.hahks

anyways.. we were hungry so me,kin n seri went to mac at centerpoint n yeah had some fries n coke.seri spend us.tanks dear. n u noe wat was pretty surprisin for me? these bangladesh men can spray us!?!! idiot rite? walk walk rite den dey spray..like wth. nothin better to do. but of course we did scold dem. haks n den we went back to the club but before that.. we kinda hang around at the backlane n they drink but i didnt. i can see lots of people are like wasted. they were totally drunk. but yeah.. so we headed to the dancefloor again n dance for awhile till a band took over the stage and they so ROCK!!! like seri say "they rock my sock!!!" heh they played songs from U2, dashboard confesional, jon bon jovi, guns n roses n more.. i was jumpin up n down. wen they played guns nroses n den sing along wen vindicated came along. it was so nice laaa. n another of seri's fren was like disturbin me most of the tyme. askin me stuff...farni sia that guy. but he didnt dance much..not sure y though. anyways...... we were like swaying together n singin... n the lead singer was so hot la. some more got six packs (he open he's shirt) haahks. n u could hear seri scream. not like despo scream but jus scream. den after the performance, the music resume but to a different tune- techno. but hahaks i danced anyway. n den me n kin were dancing ... this guy came up to us wif a jar n ask us.. "u want some?" who the hell would drink from a stranger jar?!? wat was he thinkin? probably he was high i guess... n of course we shook our head n smile to be polite n continued dancin. n he kinda dance beside us n den behind me..-_-" but little did he know while he was dancin, seri secretly took a shot of him. hahaks that was farni. it was already 4 plus a.m and can u believe we were dacin the whole nite? ahahks madness i noe. it was about 4.30 me n kin called it off cus our legs were like killin us. so we sat at the sofa. n jus stoink.haks. n den everybody decides to call it a nite. so we headed to the backlane cus most of seri's fren rides a bike. n dey discuss wat to do next.. they wanna eat but couldnt decide where...... till dey finally decided to go home. n den me n kin couldnt possibly go home cus we hav no cash except ez link. how sad. so we went to meet nailul n zack cus kin wants to meet zack actualli. so yeah jus to kill the time we went to esplanade where they slack dere. n i got to admit nailul dressin is so seth cohen. realli im not lyin. so we kinda sat under the bridge n played cards. n i was sleepy... den i ask nailul that i wanted to borrow his shoulder (act as a pillow). n yeah i did catch some winks. after that we went home..walk all the way to raffles mrt.n the guys accompanied us till dere. sweet of dem huh. n yeah kin saes 9lul still like me.. but i dunno ya. but i was glad to see him again. so yeah.. i got home at 8.30 a.m. i noe i noe it's pretty late. i tot sooo too. but oh well all in all i noe that that nite totally rawk. it was memorable. =] tanks seri so muchens for makin it a good nite. luv u gurl.