Monday, December 19, 2005
Listening to: Where Are you by Natalie
this song is really sweet. yes i am still awake and its rare that im bloggin at this tyme.im using illegal wireless network n i'm kinda connected now.heh. im facing a crisis here within myself. i dunno wat i feel n shud do.do u feel like i feel? ur far awar from him but wen u do meet him u feel nice and all u wanna do is listen to wat he has to sae. u wanna show more concern n care but ur held back cus u think of all the circumstances that u will face wen u actualli realli show n den u might regret and u wish it never happen. But if u didnt den the chance is gone. And den u'll be wishin why didnt i believe my guts? n hate urself for it. so wat do u do?? n u wish so hard that he show some love but yeah it couldnt realli happen because probably he doesnt feel the same way as you do or probably he's shy? so when will he or she eventually confess what they truly feel? will it ever happen?wats worst is that u keep on thinkin how nice it would be to have him at ur side n all... someone who truly cares for u but u fear that he might leave u jus like that in the future daes... n den u think about all the quarrels n fights that might happen n all the make-up session... den u ask urself.. will it be another heartache? u wish it wont.
to me relationships= major headache now
give me a pill or 2 to cure it.
but dun get me wrong... im tryin to look at the brightside of it.
end my shopping here
;2:10 AM
PROFILE
Julie
twenty.
rp.
DoS
sarcasm
green & black
singing in the car & in e loo~
irritate my mum
doodling
looking stylish and what not
gullible
tickle my stomach
horses
camwhore
guess collectables!
love my frens
Dont's
when ppl dont smile back
coackroaches.. basically bugs la
when things dun go my way
HeaRts DesIrE
eiffel tower
grey and white skinny jeans
bunjee jumpin wif the one
dinner at _______ park
be a pro at php.ha!
a flea market.
a furffle room