shopping spree

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Listening to: Breakfast with Tiffany by Deep Blue Something

i am tired. physically and mentally.tots are jus runnin thru my mind.

todae i feel like i walk forever... i mean seriously..my legs are like so gone. and my eyes are like tired cus i kinda shed some tears. but i aint lettin out why.tanks beat for sendin this song.i think it's veri nice. =]

am i oblivious? if im not.. i will be having high hopes.

high hopes has never come my way.

it never will n never did.

it is better being oblivious than having high hopes.

i think that is the safest way.

i wont get hurt.

there's so many things that i shud get. Not for me but for ppl and i jus dunno where to start.

maybe soon i hope. 10 dec is so temptin but yet im still pending on whether i shud go?

i miss my bro.

pssst: i dun believe in soulmates.

end my shopping here
;11:25 PM

Monday, November 28, 2005

Listening to: Lady in Red by im not sure who

todae module is science..n i dun feel good. ma nose is freakin stuck n ma throat plus i cough like wth, ma eyes are like wanna close . y am i alwaes sick?

hate it mann. or is it retribution..?

anyway the above picture is where i wanna go... wen im older.PARIS is my goal. i wanna go and explore the ambience and enjoy the oh-so-romantic places like i watch the movie -Chasing Liberty. it is so carefree n all.

end my shopping here
;1:45 PM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Listening to: Talk to me by Keri Noble

i am feelin empty todae. Im not sure why..but i think this are the possible reasons...

-he didnt come skool

-ended up not meetin kin

-felt weird the whole dae

-couldnt share cookies wif buk

-brought wheatus cd for sharin but she didnt come

-waitin till 7 for mum to have dinner together

-gettin 8.5/10 for our team n it's the highest.shocked

does the first reason mean somethin..?

was i suppose to feel somethin but im just denyin all the while?

am i at fault to believe that love doesnt exist?

am i at fault to lose hope as soon as i see there isn't any?

hurry time hurry spin the clockhand till 7 so i wont be alone.

i watched emily rose yest n it was quite scary..but most of the time they were in court.

ma mum was kind n sweet, i shouted her name wen the scary part came.i was like"oh my gawd..mummy hurry!!!"

and she goes saying this " Where, where... hai ya dun scared la" hahaks

before watchin it, i told her not to doze off..cus she alwaes doze off 5 minutes later whenever the tv is on. im glad she didnt. tanks.=] i guess she knows me well enough. im wearin the brown beads that she bought n i soo like it.

thanks nisa n dan for ur care n concern. i appreciate it.yeah we shud do some studyin together.

talk to ma grams bout life..it was kewl. she teach me stuff which is logical logic.

end my shopping here
;3:39 PM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

zag dear n i =]

Listening to: Those sweet words by Norah Jones

me n zag was chillin at cb after zag had a haircut last fridae.i think she looks nice..=] anyway sharin thinks zag looks like me.-_-" i guess its bcus of the BANGS!! heh. It was nice seeing zag again..i miss kin kin cat dearly..

todae pris did something.. she go n vote for me as Mrs SIT (school of IT) and im like wth..hahaks so ppl dun follow her footsteps ya.. tanks.

pris ur weird but i still luv u ma fren.haks ma mum bought for me brown beads and a pair of earring.She so sweet la.. *big hug*

topengkuhijau= my mask is green

i did badly for skool. dun ask. After seeing the result i felt really retarded. "cacat" thats what my peeps call me.. i guess i am. Im so skeptic at this point in time. I feel really stress n shitty wen i think about the grades, i sae to myself what the hell am i doin... sometimes i just dunno. i feel like i just want to run endlessly.. run awae from this state of mind.but i guess thats hard to do.

rinz: what i really think u shud do is to really change ur no. heh i noe it sounds ridiculous but yeah, thats wat i can think of for now.

end my shopping here
;11:16 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005

Listening to: They by Jem

i think this song is pretty cool.

Mr postman ask" how's ur dae lady?"

i looked at him as if he talks in a foreign language.

But i put a fake smile and say "It's a sunny day! I'm having fun!"

What is lying underneath my breath no-one noes.

I'll just keep it that way.

Yest, i watched the "Girl next door" and i luv it. I think it is a very sweet movie.

Is about accepting ppl eventhough they have unpleasant past. And luv dem for who they have changed. U'll watch and you'll noe.

KIN: i pray things will get better for u ...=] and im here for u ya.. thru thick n thin..luv u to bits..

take care gurl.=] hope to see ya soon.. n im glad its kinda improvin.

moon-->... i wanna go dere.

end my shopping here
;11:47 AM

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Listening to: Always by Blink 182

this past few daes it has been weird for me. Cus i heard a lot of truth from people.And i dunno how to take it.I feel shocked and yet at the same time speechless. wat am i to do? jus noe it and not acknowledge it?

Im freakin irritated now. dun bother really.

leave me alone.

end my shopping here
;2:18 PM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

RUles of The gaME...

01 Post 5 weird or random stuff about urself.

02 At the end of the post least 5 ppl whom u want =]

03 Next, leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and ask them to read ur blog for rules.

5 weird/ random stuff bout me:

~ i like to sing in the bathroom

~i love lookin at pweety ppl and i wish i could be dem.

~i got a thing for jap guys

~i still keep love letters..haks

~i am stick wif the word "sickass"

5 ppl i want to do this:

zaggy

farn

yanni

beat

shake

van and nisa has tagged me...heh tanks ya..=] luv u guys.. i guess u were bored too huh nisa...

end my shopping here
;3:46 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005

beat n me..... tsk tsk.. she's wearin ma elephant earrings

jalan raye!!!

i took tis because the cloud looks serene and the feelin is jus overwhelming.

Listening to: Don't love you no more by Craig David

i think this song is really nice and tanks beat for sending it to me.

anyway last sat wen raye wif ma sec skool frens. It was aight but tirin.sowie i didnt managed to go to the last house ya..ma apologies...but yeah it was sure nice to see dem again.=] i felt weird no doubt but i guess i was not feelin well n i felt i looked ugly seh. alwaes ..

i cut ma fringe and dan is makin fun as well as others. gawd..am i alwaes the target?? i guess it will be. Ma intention of cuttin ma fringe was to look arty but i guess it didnt work out at all.

Ma msn nick is no more morbid or emo bcus I HAVE GOTTEN OVER YOU.

you are long gone now. so dun u worry of not tellin me any truth cus seriously i dun care.

i really mean it.

I guess im no longer looking forward in any relationships because im sick and tired of fights and make up sessions. I mean whats the point? you end up thinking hard anyway.

end my shopping here
;7:26 PM

Friday, November 11, 2005

buddy nisa,crazy pris, cute rinz, sweet yanni,
me, n funky van

aZfAr,DaNiAL,sInG hAo,PriS,jULiE,yAnNi
n guess wat?..we are sittin in the middle of the road.

Pris,nana, nisa, julie, yanni
Listening to : As I Lay Me Down by Sophie B. Hawkins

Well i gotta tell u.. went raya wif ma rp peeps..hahaks it was fun..danial was farni..he crack lots of jokes and we all laugh..of course he got make fun of me.-_-" anyway i enjoyed myself so muchens n hope to do it again next year..=] i wish van n rin will join us ya.. next year.It would be funn!! update later... hehe

end my shopping here
;2:12 PM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

EaSt mEeTs WeSt
zack > kin > jules > 9lul

...kIn N mE...

hahaks i dunno why but i like this pic so much.. we look kewl.heh..perasaan ya..but heck who cares!! look its us..e phunky gurls =)

Listening to : Miss Independent by Kelly Clarkson

kin dear n cute fil was sweet today.. dey drop by ma house n kin dear cook chicken soup for me.. sweet ehh? haiz tanks so muchens ya.. fever u suck mann.. make me so lethagic yest.. make me feel so old wif all the aching at ma back,ma legs ok almost everywhere..im like walkin real slow la..its like slower than ma mum..haiz dreadful..yeah the weird thing was ma fever hit 38.1 degrees n i didnt feel hot at all until ma mum woke me up like 4 am and said i was realli realli hot.. she was carin n ma dad too..

tanks ya..(",)

nisa dear.. u noe we are not living in a world where there is peace n harmony alwaes.. dere are bound to have tragic circumstances in our lives... n we have to deal with it even though wen we first face it, it may hurt or either we jus be angry with it but naurally we tend to let it go. And the process of it, it's really either long or short. N its that tyme u decide... luv u babe.

end my shopping here
;12:18 AM

Friday, November 04, 2005

Listening to : Wannabe Gangsta by Wheatus

haiz... look at that tee.. it looks good ehh? i sooo like it mann. so kin and zag..u noe wat to get me for Xmas..heh or sharin shud u get me that..? i like their attitude tees mann. Its freakin nice~

n yeah slamat hari raye to julieblog..although i didnt go any visitin of relatives yest. It felt awkward naturally but yeah for what is right i must say it was worth it. Family issue sucks and ppl have no feelins for what they have done to others. They dun care about other ppl feelins and only feel comfortable with what they feel. Such selfish act. i have nothin to sae about them. I only feel sad for d*. No matter what im sticking wif ma family and i do what it takes to protect dem first. And oh boy... ma bro is like scarin me for he ate a lot of stuffs yest.. from that to this and then some more.. SCARY~~n rinz dun worri i get u somethin but i cant get u the one in the net.. its darn x sia.. sowie..

yeah todae went skool wif dan. gawd i was so lateeeeeee...like 1/2 an hour? i think..reach skool like 9 wen it supposed to start at 8.30. hahaks tanks dan for the companion in the train.It was fun jus chattin.. n laughin at me..-_-"

Vanny dear ur not fat.. in fact i think u look quite aight.. dun fret ya.. i think ma body is more farni lor..=] n yeah Dan we surprised u.. for ur advanced b'dae(which is tmr). mango cake..yum yum it was delicious aint it? heheh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!!!=] im glad ur happi n we were too.. nisa bully me a lot todae.. darn.. never endin for me..=[ miss zag n kin.. but kin wanna meet tmr.. which is a plus point!!! yay!!hahks

end my shopping here
;3:13 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Listening to: if i ever feel better. by phoenix

i feel ma blog dying so i tot that i shud change ma skin.n tis time i did it on ma own.except that i do not know how to work the songs...darn.I think i need shake's help.
probably ask him on friday.N yeah shud i wear baju kurung on mon? wif azfar n shake?? i dun see the point but im thinkin bout it.Well basically skool is aight. i need to talk more. pris, rinz & danial n nisa tanks for ur care n concern for me wen im down. ( u noe wat dae was it.) I think ma life would be souless without u guys.
Nisa u were in need of help wen u had a date. i was laughin wen i heard wat u had to sae.It was farni.. but i couldnt help much.sowie dear.
rinz u gotta not be shy around him no more if u want him.u gotta be urself.okies?=]
pris ure hella chick.. u got so much groove inside of u.w/o u in class,it would be a grave for me.
dan tanks for being a bro to me in Rp. I never tot that u could be my emotional pillar that i can count on but u were dere n im grateful for that.
azfar u have been a good fren to me n tanks for hearin all ma crapness,lameness, ma annoyin laughter n endure me bullyin u..i can never tank u enuff for stayin by ma side.

Eventually all news have to be heard sooner or later. But yeah if u would have jus told me, it would be whole lot easier to bear than not tellin me.U shud reflect about it.

end my shopping here
;4:12 PM