Monday, October 10, 2005
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i misss his lameness.
i miss his crapness.
i miss his stopid smiles.
i miss it wen we would watch LOST together(me,him,mum).
i miss his jokes.
i miss him tryin to scare me.
why does freakin NS has to take him?
n leavin mum n i souless.. in the house.
we'll be waitin for u bro, to come home n fill the house again...
anyway..today was embarrasin dae cus danial went to tell
M that i got a crush on him!!!~ like WTH rite..n i was dere..
gawd!! dan pointed at me some more..die sia... but it's like an infatuation.
It's never gonna last long or either it wont come true. Haks
I guess it revolves between those two huh... not only that la.
todae kena tekan by the fac... about my quietness. darn i hate it too wen
im quiet. i wish i could be loud as others but i fear too much that i alwaes
confine myself most of the time.
to him*
i always had this feelin
wen an outing would end..
i alwaes didn't want him* to go..
N i feel sad inside whenever his* gone..
I hate it..
But yest. was different..
After meeting him*..
I didnt feel anythin..
No sadness nor emptyness..
But rather all right..
Is my feelins for him* fading..?
I surely don't want it to..
But i think again, won't it be better for him*
As well as for me..?
He has been wantin it..
N i shud respect it..
Well i guess i am doing it...
end my shopping here
;8:20 PM
PROFILE
Julie
twenty.
rp.
DoS
sarcasm
green & black
singing in the car & in e loo~
irritate my mum
doodling
looking stylish and what not
gullible
tickle my stomach
horses
camwhore
guess collectables!
love my frens
Dont's
when ppl dont smile back
coackroaches.. basically bugs la
when things dun go my way
HeaRts DesIrE
eiffel tower
grey and white skinny jeans
bunjee jumpin wif the one
dinner at _______ park
be a pro at php.ha!
a flea market.
a furffle room
