shopping spree

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

It's been awhile since l last blog.gawd..im so packed wif house chores now that hari raya is comin.although im not like celebratin cus dere's family issue, im still like TIRED!! cus i have to bake, clean, and try to please mum. im never gonna be good enuf for her. yest came home did cornflakes and after that RJ and den bring down the curtains. To u it may seem like its easy but it wasnt. yeah im mentally tired. How's this.. i nearly miss the stop that i had to alight until i saw my frens alighting( mind you, it is the normal bus stop to skool).gawd .. totally retarded.Nvm about me..
since wen im that big? im jus a lil bug to ppl. Anyway lets move on to a more interesting topic..
Ma bro haks i gotta tell u he looks weird wif his short hair.. i mean his like a different person. Although he has a small body, i'll tell u his appetite for food has grown mann. He keeps on eatin but never grow. I bought for him Ben n Jerry's (chocolate fudge) heh. i think he likes it.We... as in family spent some quality time together last weekends. And yeah it was enjoyable..Can see that ma bro misses us too..:)

Tmr and the next day i will break fast wif ma frens. Tmr will be jus the gurls and then on thrus it will be wif nailul n zack n kin. I wonder will i feel awkward again. im not sure where we are goin.. but i hope it will be all aight. today's enterprise..n im sure im gonna get the same old grade.wth.miss mike tee's class.i think she knows that i dun like her.. i can feel the vibe..but who cares..ya.mike tee rawk mann.. even how bad i slack i still get the good old grades..wat luck ehh. n i guess im not choosen for the open house.again wat luck i got. i tell u all bad luck befalls on me.see...haiz..
i jus wanna sleep and never wake up.
gawd.. jus let me do that.

end my shopping here
;9:35 AM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

probably i suck la..
i dunno why i didnt go fer art.
no idea.. i jus didnt hav the mood.
am i such an irritant to ppl..?
i feel like leh..
probably i shud shuddup more.
ma lips are still the same.. i mean seriously..
it looks like it wont go back to normal.
probably ma frens have to get use to my retarded lips.
yeah today lesson i guess im
gettin the old same grade.gawd wat a shit mann..
changes means nothin.

i guess im alwaes tryin to get used to 2nd semester
but jus cant..everyone's copin n adaptin to it.
but little did they know..
i no longer know what i feel inside.
its either hollowness or emptyness.
i guess im like a puppet.
no emotions inside ..u can pull,stretch me..
but i still cant feel it.
U may think wat an emo entry..
but it isnt cus this is wat im facin
lettin it out is jus much better.

u totally forgot bout me.
or u seriously tryin ur very hard to.
ur such a sick arse.
u never fail to amazed me, jerk.

end my shopping here
;9:06 PM

Friday, October 14, 2005

look i bought this at Ikea. i think its kewl~..heh
n it's green in color =].. well much happened n i hadn't had e rite tyme to blog.

ma lips look retarded n it hurts so bad.. damn. i wonder wat i did wrong to get tat.
yest was ma mum's b'dae n yeah she didnt want any extravagant gifts or cakes.
so i didnt do anythin much jus to fulfil her wish.
But I got her a slice of blackforest cake..the one from Hans.(she sooo like it) and
she told me to meet her as she finished work early.So yeah tot can surprise her..
Put a candle on it n after borrowin a lighter from a smoker, i waited for her comin.
tadaaa...she saw the candle n she was givin me the shy smile which i havent seen
for a long tyme.. ma heart was pleased to see her 3sec smile. she make a wish n
blew the flame off...i wonder what she was wishin fer..?hrm.. n yeah she wanted
shampoo for her b'dae. how weird can she get?? i got it for her anyway.=]

anyway im glad beat is workin her solo life..u know what i mean..heh meetin new
peeps. "dun be fold in ur old blanket." u need to breathe.. it's jus gonna be another
scar ya..

today I realized that I was eating pop cereal along with the-oh-so-cold water while
watching the ever so melodramatic Chinese drama series, and am thinking whether
I’ll be ending up like this when I reached the big “3s”..Will I be a solitude soul with no
one to share my opinion on the show? how sad ehh??....yeah a solitude fer life....
n yeah if whoever wants to join the solitude club..please come n join ya.. at least i have a
friend to sit beside me n make our solitude lives better...

ma bro comin home next fridae n im lookin forward for his presence.wonder how he look
like wif his short hair.haks..

to ma dear nisa.. u cant hate her all ur life.. u'll learnt to appreciate her later. it took awhile
for me too. it hurts alot wen u get shouted or scolded for the wrong reasons.i hate it too.
Maybe u shud not think to much bout it.. please..im alwaes here for u no matter wat ya.
i cant do much but i noe my prayers are wif u.

another event that happen was kin n cak's b'dae. kin was ecstatic to see ahem u noe
who... n yeah i guess it was a nite to remember fer her. i had fun but i felt weird. not sure
y though. but yeah everyone's happy that matter most..=]

met up wif zag together wif azfar n umar. went geylang ..hahaks. yeah..it was fun but tirin...
cus the laptop was heavy. bought keropok leko for dad n mum wif ma special dollar.heh.
it was nice to see zag again..=)

end my shopping here
;8:42 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

>
i misss his lameness.
i miss his crapness.
i miss his stopid smiles.
i miss it wen we would watch LOST together(me,him,mum).
i miss his jokes.
i miss him tryin to scare me.
why does freakin NS has to take him?
n leavin mum n i souless.. in the house.

we'll be waitin for u bro, to come home n fill the house again...

anyway..today was embarrasin dae cus danial went to tell
M that i got a crush on him!!!~ like WTH rite..n i was dere..
gawd!! dan pointed at me some more..die sia... but it's like an infatuation.
It's never gonna last long or either it wont come true. Haks
I guess it revolves between those two huh... not only that la.
todae kena tekan by the fac... about my quietness. darn i hate it too wen
im quiet. i wish i could be loud as others but i fear too much that i alwaes
confine myself most of the time.

to him*
i always had this feelin
wen an outing would end..
i alwaes didn't want him* to go..
N i feel sad inside whenever his* gone..
I hate it..
But yest. was different..
After meeting him*..
I didnt feel anythin..
No sadness nor emptyness..
But rather all right..
Is my feelins for him* fading..?
I surely don't want it to..
But i think again, won't it be better for him*
As well as for me..?
He has been wantin it..
N i shud respect it..

Well i guess i am doing it...

end my shopping here
;8:20 PM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

i remember u guys...

haiz look at us.. rp peeps. these are ma gd buddies..
luv dem, miss dem, need dem & cherish dem.

end my shopping here
;10:03 AM

Saturday, October 01, 2005

ZAGGy dEAr 'n' mE
hahaks i like tis pic!! although i look like constipated.
so retarded but at least its nice.anywae wat a dae!!
i luuurve it..first me & zag went town..window shoppin.
i'll tell u dere are so many things ur tempted to buy..
gosh i wish i could have like infinty money & it'll be
heaven!! we went 2 guess->zara->mango->U2->fox
->topshop->isetan.haiz..so many stuff to buy buy..
but no $ $. and we met seri at buano vista to go to Holland
V.I'll tell u it was fun going dere.We did not noe how to get
get dere n kinda follow a group but ended up lost. -_-"
Anyway, the place is cosy and calm.
We shop for like an hour or so..i bought a hollister sweater.
damn its nice.i soooo like.i tot kin could joined but she was busy
wif skool.sad.. miss her.we ate at Delifrance for dinner. gawd
the delifrance is the most cosiest 1 i've ever been to.we are soo
gonna chill dere again mann..

end my shopping here
;11:57 PM