ok..probably i got mood to blog.. after watching the OC season 3 episode 2.
Ventin ma anger...!!!! aarggh!!!~
Gawd i sooo hate the new DE! Discipline dunno wat shit.he's so arrogant
& big headed. Wat a jerk. He kicked Marissa out of school at first and now Ryan.
Ass mann. And he even called them the notorious couple!!WTH..
But i was glad that Ryan punched the DE in his face.He totally deserved it.

Ryan love for Marissa is true. Ryan punched the DE cus he was pullin Marissa arm in a
hard manner to make her leave the carnival. Even though Ryan knows that the punch
might leave him no place in school,he did it anyway. Both of them left the carnival together.
It was a sad episode. But the love between dem was wae awesome.

art chalet was great.. I had lots of fun wif pris n nisa.. we did red riding hood puppet
and it looked nice. it was tough actualli but we managed to pull it thru. yearp. u guys
pleasse do send me the photos ya...im lookin forward for sat. i hope things will go out
well.

end my shopping here
;11:13 AM

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i am in no mood to blog.
i am feelin shitty lately.
i dunno.
my grades are out.. its not what i want.
im sick of life.

end my shopping here
;4:49 PM

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Ryan n Seth!!!aww~ dey are so adorable.
Summer is so fortunate to have a guy like Seth
to love her all her life.Even shit happens they deal with it
and make it seemed like love matters the most.
Seth is always forever loving her. How sweet is that?
You watch the OC and u'll understand what i mean.
Ryan n Marissa--> true couple who both care for each other
even though bad shit happens.Admire them.

Im totally hook wif another show.. is callled the
LAGUNA BEACH.Kin was the one who introduced it to me..
Tankies ;) it's wae nice and a lot similar to the OC. i went over Kin's
crib together wif Fil' li Fil' yest. We watch like until e 8 episode!!
Talan is cute and so is Stephen.But both are stuuupid. Cus
they dunno which gurl to choose.. Haiz..Stephen pleease choose
Lauren!!!!Goshh she's nice. I shall wait for the 9th episode n more..

Bro came home late last night but what puzzled me most is that
he got me a pair of skates from his work. i tink it's weird.i dunno.
But it's really thoughtful of him. :)

end my shopping here
;10:59 AM

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i jus realise tat i can edit ma pic usin photo dunno wat manager thingy.
hahaks lame rite..i noe. i dunno but i like the above pic.i tink its nice.
i've been a bummer tis whole semester break.I did nothing except
house chores and out wif frens.
guess wat?? hahaks i kinda asked nisa dear to write me a testi..hahaks
so bad rite?? i noe..im so retarded.i'm so thicked skin like alwaes.
n yeah....... forgot to add. Im sooooooo gonna miss ma bro soon.
darn.. he's goin NS in a couple of daes!!! im gonna be SO bored at home
once his gone. No more of his crapness,no more of his stupid ideas of
disturbin me..no more of his sarcasm.
oh yeah..remind me tat i need to take a pic wif him..hheeh.he wont let
me though..but i have ma waes..*evil grin*

kin dear u gotta think thru wat u realli feel u shud do. he seem like he has
changed. But it is still u who has to break it to him or so..u have to care for
urself more ya.. tis is a world that has lots of secrets swept under the carpet.
Dere are bound to be somethin behind somethin.But to noe it, u need
to go thru a lot of shit.. ya.. i jus hope u found urself soon. luv u gurl..im
alwaes here for u.. for fil' li fil' ur a beautiful gurl..u can get thru tis rollercoster
ride ya..if u believe u can do it. u gotta be strong..some things are jus so
unfair in life..but we've got to learn not to make that happen again.

n shake tanks for ur class bbq cum chalet. hahaks it was great.=)

luv u peeps so much... miss ya.

end my shopping here
;2:50 PM

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tis is how i'll look if i'm fat!!!~
darn... so fleshy at the cheeks!!! eeek...

anywae..i've not been bloggin for quite some tyme ya..
have no mood dun no why also.
i feel lost.ashamed.restless.bored.
retardedasalways.
wat some more??..hrm

wanna change ma room design.
more indie kind n arty farty type..
currently reading "tHe-NoT-sO-pErFeCt-MaN" novel.
maybe its true wat it means ehh..the tittle..
none found in tis world i guess..
maybe men are from MARS(devil planet)
n women are from the saint planet..VENUS.
but i could be wrong
as i see more lovely-dovey coupleS stroll along the streets.

maybe men are nice n women always ask for more.. is tat true??
ok ok im contradicting..














aZfAr,Me, ShAkE...
miss dem. their crazy jokes n weird actions..

end my shopping here
;1:33 AM

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listening to Nickelback- Photograph. The song is amazing..it's a rock song but the words are soft. I have done somethin for him*. Before i did it, i was really sure of giving it to him* but now it's like im wonderin if he'll appreciate it.? i'm half hearted now..oh gawd i suck big tyme.. Pris say patience is a virtue.. i hope it is.

i want printer ink. Not the black n white..the color one. So that i can print photos..better save up ..ma bro keep on teasin me as the "chalet gurl" just because im having 2 chalets happening this month and it is not me who's organising it.. it's ma class n art club.Haiz den yest dey teased me ...includin mum and dad.Bullied at home, in skool , where else??

Plus i hope the jeans that i sent for tailor turns out nice. better be..or im wastin 10 bucks for nothin. Im meetin zag tmr n im happi cus so long never meet her and we have so much to talk about.Can't wait!!!And kin dear tanks for helpin me in marinating the chicken tis coming monday.. And for those who tagged...i appreciate ur msges n support for me towards the lame BOoo.. Quite pathetic ehh whoever that person.
Yeah Beat i lost the bet.. n i will do it. haks..meet u on mon..is it tues? ok i dunno..

end my shopping here
;2:33 PM

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i'm still holdin on to fate. Goodbye my lover,goodbye my friend.

yest ma bro spent us Swensen.I had crayfish pasta..yum!yum! it was delicious.;) he's becomin nicer& nicer each dae..probably he's leavin soon for NS tats y wanna treat us so nice..haks. Anyway todae went to play pool wif ma class peeps. It was fun n enjoyable but Danial keep on bullyin me!!! arrgh...stop bullyin me bro...
well of course i totally suck at playin pool. i can onli hit the ball but not scorin it.nonsense rite?? i noe.. Got to tell u, him* msg me on tat sat afternoon.Haiz i was ecstatic mann wen i received his msg. *chuckles..* miss him* so dearly i wish tat i could meet up wif him real soon but tat wont come true n will never do anyway..:(

i went to wild2 wet wif ma uncle fam n grams.It was wae enjoyable to the core.Esp.Ular-lah..haks..it was wae fun fun fun fun! tanks uncle george for askin me to tag along. anyway todae ma grams sae im FAT!!!! Jia lat already la juliana! Die liao..fat pig already.Must slim down.. probably take slim 10 den die.i must really exercise.. no more excuses i guess..
i miss zag dear but she's to busy wif skool..haiz n kin too.meet soon ya..

end my shopping here
;7:28 PM

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me, him* n beat..aww~












feets united...>> gonna miss dem.
PF0102 roxs

end my shopping here
;6:35 PM

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todae it's e 2nd last dae before sch end. it's weird cus' dere's like 3 teams onli in ma class.
miss vanny dear.she's not comin tmr.
i'm lost todae.. i dunno after lookin at frenster im thinkin bout him*.
i suck at emotions..probably im an emotional retard gurl~ nisa sae im retarded but i also think she is also lo..;)

haiz..tell me how to get over someone?? ANYONE??? its jus dat memories keep flowin back n im sick of it cus i wont have a chance to get that back.e moment. everyone is blossomin like flowers on field n im crippled.crippled to e core.Hate it.

sharin,pris,nimmi,nana,dan,van,nisa,yanni,kenzi,saiful,singhao.... gonna miss u guys..
reall bad. keep in contact ya.

im into foo fighters- the best of u. tats a realli brilliant song to me.go listen. n i went to town yest again haks wif beat...meet up wif farn,sap,kahar..farni la dey all... make stupid jokes n trick us..(me & beat) but it was fun. gotta admit yest was damn tirin for me. beat didn't come skool todae, she ain't feelin well..get better soon ya.. zag u got braces on?? didnt tell me... pizza was great last nite, ma bro treat us..haks n bro u forgot to give me somethin.. $$ haks..

*when u left i lost a part of me.

end my shopping here
;10:33 AM

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