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;9:35 AM

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Todae went to bugis wif vern n kin.It was shopppin heaven mann. i tell u i fell in love wif this shoes la.it cost like 20 bucks onli.haiz...i didnt buy it cuz i was runnin low in cash!! Plus vern tricked me in buyin a t-shirt la. damn it...haks tot she also buyin den rite im the one who's buyin it alone. -_-" bo bian~ but i so totalli enjoy it todae. i wanna do it again!!! haks gurls = shoppin? SOoooo true la. Anywae kin deary is sooo likin someone huh.. haks.. anywaes yest went out wif seri ya.. went to somewhere n watch some band performance.It was kewl~ but got scolded from ma mum cus i went home late.:( she was freakin tellin me not to come home so late anymore..im so dead!..no more late nites..plus i havent even imform her bout our class chalet. more jia lat la. she does know bout the art one though. haiz i shud jus chill ya..later or maybe tmr? i tell her.. i hope.
If dere's a pic of me, beat & him* den im smilin. if dere's not then i probably try to upload again. I like it but den i feel like a dwarf standin beside dem.haks..

BEATRICE..: yeah its true that i won the bet n im glad that i did.Haks so that i wont have to make that call to him*..hahaahks.. u noe wat i mean ehh.. but im glad that u guys talk thru stuff n u get ur answer n ur not confused now . ;) anywae u still hav to do somethin ya.. no escapin> yeah im confused instead of u ..n i dunno wat to do..nisa sae if i wait i'll be hurtin maself but i so dooo wanna wait for him*.It's selfish of me..but i dun care. i had great tyme ya last fridae. takin pics n all..it was nice hangin out wif u..hope to do it again .luv u gurl~~

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;12:02 AM

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u noe yest was the most retarded dae of ma life!!~ haks i came to skool n walk n walk den rite nvr see the stupid stool den i hit lo.. pain seh ma knee.. the stool fall instead of me..hahahks den azfar,safi n umar laugh at me.:( dey sae ma leg so strong la..farni sia.. after so many months of climbin e slope n the stairs in RP..i guess ma leg muscles are stronger. den rite drivin lesson yest was fun n farni..the instructor laugh at me cus i alwaes sae 'die die la' when go up the slope.haks...but he was a nice man la make me laugh also. he say' see where got die??u can do it wat..' haks.. den rite yest i scared NISA hahahks *evil grin* it was so farni la!!!!i was like boo~ n u guys shud had seen her face..it was farni but cute.Im so gooooona misssssss her la. i pray tat u n van will be in the same class e next semester.but tats like very unlikely to happen....:(
ma bro make 4 me breakfast sia todae.shockin news huh... yeah i noe..so suddenly onli. but i like..he's weird la sometimes gd to me sometimes not.maybe he got pms....:* actualli more to dependin on his mood. talk to him* yest. it was ok i tink. beat cant describe n i too cant describe it. im jus gonna leave it to tyme to change. If ever there is la...

Beatrice~ i tink i grew closer to u. N i enjoyed our sharing of emotions together about dem*. haks..
we are waitin for somethin tat will never be returned and we dun wanna be hurt again.. its
such a retarded feelin..i noe. but lets jus smile everydae ya? i so wanna go shoppin.. let's go
one dae ya... im dyin la to go shoppin. so many stuff i want but den no money..haks stoopid.
but im savin up now..onli like 30 bucks or so..so little..but nvm we will jus chill den.haks
Beat im gonna wait but if him* come back den i noe that he's mine but if he doesnt i noe we are not
meant to be..For now i'm livin dae by dae..tank u for lendin ur ears for all of ma stupid whines..luv
u gurl.. *hugs...;)

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;9:25 AM

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i'm so shattered.I can feel ma back hurts.Glad tat the bash was doned as planned but it was a freakin stress bash i had ever encountered but all in all it was great.Many enjoyed..i hope? anyway him came n i was glad. I was truly glad n excited. But it ended tragicly wif him as i was being POMPIUM*. I was an IDIOT. Haiz things will nvr be the same again. I gotta set it free..

N u noe wat nisa has been tricked again!! haks she tinks that POMPIUM is a word but in fact it is not lo!!~ farni sia she. some more say that it is from malayalee language..hahhaks~ damn farni.N yeah me, nisa n van finsh paintin the board n its freakin kewl~ i LIKe!!! beat i tell u more ya bout todae... farn was great at the bash n i think he did a great job in doin all e stuff.He was composed.N tank u fye,kin,cak n all for makin it happened.A dae to remember.I can't believe Ian is gonna be an interior designer..im so amazed and yet proud of him.He's changin and im glad.=) i miss talkin to him though. but im still missin him.=( N yeah tanks to ma rp peeps 4 cumin. i tink farn we pulled it thru huh afterall...*hugs. i think farna's hair is cool.

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;8:28 PM

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todae was AARGH!!!!~ haiz i wish everythin would go well..i cant foresee it and im havin doubts already.But i want to make it good no matter wat.I dun care..we must rite farn??Im so busted la tis tyme round.jeez~ anywae i did the painting wif nisa and i tell u it was fabulous..heh to ma eyes tat is smilin widelytodae had a lot of fun wif crazy nisalaugh laugh at me alwaes..wth..haks but enjoyed every moment wif her..haks TER....>> hehe..

plus i love ma new blog skin la..it is so nice..haiz..tanks to shake ya..tank u appreciate it mann.. i jus love the image n all..it realli mean somethin to me..so emo rite?? yup.haks.. azfar roam around in the west..tat is weird rite?? haks i tink so too..if i, i would rather roam in town than in the west..haks. i so dun wanna change class!! damn nadarn( i so dunno how to spell he's name) n the skool rules..!! so comfortable alreadi den hav to split la wth.. nonsense seh. im veri irritated wif tat.hmmph!!

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;10:39 PM

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Yest was national dae n i enjoyed maself wif ma frens.Dan, Nisa, Bennett n myself. We laughed a lot n interestingly given ma age, i was not ashamed by playing catching wif dan on the wae back to Marina Bay mrt. it was fun to spray him!! haks..got u dere bro..
I tell u rite yest i could feel like everyone bonded n the feelin was nice n great.We
were so enthu la..hahaks..sing n wave the s'pore flag.Anywaes im sufferin todae cus ma throat hurts realli bad n i dun feel like doin anythin but just to lay on ma bed. Quite retarded rite??I noe im alwaes. den rite the 4 of us went to city hall to have our dinner at sakura. it was fun too..

i love the fireworks la..got star one.haks.. so cool...i wish someone was dere too.. but it wont happened anywae. Im dreamin awae again. Nisa sae i was good at takin photo n i was happi. the second person who tinks that im good at it. First was farn, met him at starbucks the other dae n he's nice la alwaes ask me how i am n all..tanks ya..:)
n yeah got to tell u that sat i went to esplanade n watch the pulse, i tell u their music is freakin good la!! i so wanna buy the cd mann..faster mail me please.. !!! haks... pulse ROCKS>>

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;6:22 PM

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BEATRICE~ i enjoyed sharin wif u, ma emotions.
It was great n nice n appreciative.
N im gonna watch coco factory soon..
i hope..
whatever it is tat comes,
we must be strong we must be SUPER gurlz!!
hahahks im crappin i noe..damn.

NISA~ hey gurl relax ya.. take ur tyme..
tis may sound cliche but wth..
jus follow ur heart..ya.. dun stress urself..
remember ur ma laughin partner..haks!!
ok..?

VAN ahem... datin ehh yest?? comin from ur story
it looks nice n warmin..but vanny dear u need
to noe ur stand ya.. emotions can rule u over
anytime mann...but anyway jus follow ur heart.

ZAGGY im glad u have found ur mr right n im happi for
u guys ;)smile ya .. all the best for u guys cus
u guys look good together.. cherish each other.
N take care..ya haks

UMAR tank u for the chocs...i appreciate it..u n azfar
are ma great frens n nothin gonna change tat.i
appreciate it. But next time dun buy chocs..hahaks
ask me first what i want...hahahks jokin onli..

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;9:39 AM

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