u wrote down how u felt n i appreciate it.
u put ma pics up, it gives me a smile.
glad tat u kept me in one corner of ur heart.
i wish it would be the whole heart.
but i noe it wont...n will never.
u bid farewell n im forced to bid as well.
u denyin ur emotions...n no one can stop u.
im jus here eliminating dese questions......

do u still remember how we use to stroll in the park?
do u still remember how we use to laugh so hard at my stupidity?
do u still remember how we go to each other houses?
do u still remember how we use to gaze at each others eyes?

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;10:23 AM

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tanks for taggin u guys...ur words are motivatin n i appreciate it...

home is gettin much betta now...it's good.n i hope everythin is gettin betta.. i jus watched twin effect and edison chen is in it!! He so damn*10 cute la...how nice got cute guy like tat in s'pore....haiz(dreaming ...) i read an article today about this writer who was awaiting her stallion and hadn't get hitched for a long2 tyme and she compared the married life with singlehood.. After reading it, it isn't that bad to be single afterall. Dere's lots of freedom n can do much. Much to make me smile..

I wanna put the past behind n renew myself with dreams n goals..not to dwell upon my past anymore. I need to breathe again for the last tyme, i was chokin myself wif the past. Now im lettin go of it.....

end my shopping here
;8:36 PM

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yup ma life..it has gone hay-wire now.. e world is crumbling down on me. wat did i do wrong sia?? watever la...... hate this shitty life..alwaes got crap stuff comin in ma wae...wen will it ever rest??i bet it wont. i have been tryin to be a normal chirpy ppl like u see on the streets but in ma heart dere is tonnes of fears n hope..

ppl think my life is great but they dun noe how much i envy theirs. Dey seem not to tense up or stress everytime ..like i do..i can onli wish...wish for the ugly.not the beauty or the better..but the ugly,bad & worst.i dun mind mann.. i have been thru the worst situation n i hate it. I dun even noe wat im talkin.. shit!~ hate me for writin a stupid entry.

SHIT LIFE>

end my shopping here
;11:14 PM

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guess wat julieblog? i got ma hair cut..n e first impression after lookin at the mirror i was pleased tat i would not have to wait for a long tyme 4 ma hair to dry, i'll be savin up a lot of shampoo,ppl will be able to mess ma hair like danial did in class todae,i wont have rubber bands on my hand,i will not stress a lot on how i tie ma hair now.
But den now also i stress..hahaks.. n its a coincidence tat zag too cut her hair..n cant wait to meet up n take pics....;) n im addicted to U2 song 'wif or w/o u' its so nice la...........
plus im so sick of seein love birds..although i wish dem all the bests but it is jus stoopid la magic wont happen to ppl like me..so sian la... ma hopes for it are diggin deeper in the grave......so in other words i shall forget bout it.FOREVER>

end my shopping here
;3:50 PM

end my shopping here
;3:49 PM

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u ask her how's life?
her reply is fine..
But she hid her inner emotions wif a deceitful smile..
So that no one noes
N it doesnt matter if anyone knew,
she's gone unnoticed n unappreciated for all tymes.
she wish she was forever gone.. from reality.
she doesnt mind at all.

But i guess if she's gone it wont amount tat much to others rite?

end my shopping here
;11:32 PM

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end my shopping here
;11:06 PM

hey dere julieblog...
look at ma new skin..isnt it interestin?? i like!!!!!well, i did it all by maself..n im a lil proud la..hahahaks im stress about skool la actualli .so bummed out i feel like not livin in tis world anymore.wat a thinkin huh...but everythin is startin to get on ma nerve & i hate it la...sometimes i jus wish i was stuck in a moment n jus admire the tranquality of it.not to be disturbed,annoyed,or be gay...i jus want to be alone.

end my shopping here
;3:53 PM

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