dearju...lie

well....it's been awhile since i last wrote to u...julieblog.i guess i was pretty damn4 busi..doin stuff tat those not concern e Os...u must be thinkin im out of ma mind doin stuff like tat..well i guess i am. e Os is so fuckin nearin n im stuck at wat to study...its less than 20 daes... can u believe it? how tyme fly so fast? im wonderin did i really enjoy tis yr?well i hope so...aniwae i hav to many subjects to juggle wif.i tink i aint good at any like others who are naturally inclined n could score well even if they did not study...amazin huh? i mean im on e other hand crackin ma brain to memorise n understand stuff bout e subjects n get nothin in return.. instead i fail it.. haiz..how cool is tat?
i dunno..ma dreams of goin to Nafa is hmmm...well can i sae its goin down e drain...??? i wish it wouldnt happened.but reality check please! I didnt do well for ma prelims at alll...n im hopin for a miracle...and e probability of it to happen would be even more dreadful !i dunno tis n level gap n Os is realli damn huge man..to me lah..i so envy ma bro...iwish we could trade our brains for tat period of tyme wen im doin ma Os exam...den i would not hav to worry much..see...how stress i get wif major exams...n sumthin jus holdin me is...im tryin ma best to study..but i aint doin e right thing though...im so doom!!!!!!!!!!!help!!!

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